Ten years older than forty is nothing compared to ten years older than fifteen or sixteen. As a teen I was literally 'jailbait' for some of my lovers. I guess that's why it's your fetish and not mine. a good deal of kinky fetish stuff to me is either boring or silly. My fancy is so easily tickled I don't need to go 'far out' to get my jollies.Īlso, without being too disrespectful, although a lot of kink doesn't disgust or repel me. I'm a hyper-sexual, and I get of easily and often. Partly because so-called standard sex repertoire (which has expanded a lot in the last twenty-five years) is so good for me. I love cowgirl dominant and hand and oral dominant. I enjoy being in charge, not in the BDSM sense, but I love having a trainable partner. I still enjoy at age forty, although my audience is more limited. I started to enjoy showing off my body as soon as I got one that was worth showing off. And I know that after the club closed a bunch of those guys were thinking of me when they were jacking off.
And yes, the money was incredible, but I also really got off on the whooping and hollering fan appreciation. Exhibitionist? Duh! I spent three years as a stripper. I like watching porn on internet, and if I can catch real people doing it, I'll certainly watch.
Well, I hafta say that this is about what I would have expected.
